Ston prohgoumeno xwro ergasias mou eixame mia tetoia periptwsh kai thn
eixa taraksei stompoutso. Malista htan 35 xronwn ki olas, arketa megaliterh
apo emena kai parola afta, an kai eimoun o pio "otinanai" sto grafeio kai oi
alloi htan pio omorfoi kai megaliteroi apo mena, egw eimoun o "tyxeros" an
kai proswpika mou thn spane tetoia atoma. Me eixe priksei stis erwtiseis
kai sta iponooumena. Eleos dhladh. Merikoi anthrwpoi einai poli enoxlitikoi, ama
den toys "stamatiseis". [pou afto sinithws kataligei se pareksighsh kai einai
malakia na mhn ta pas kala me kapoion sth douleia] Opote kathesai kai se
kanei ta @@ karpouzia h allh gia to th mousikh akous, se ti stekia sixnazeis,
ama skas mpafous akougontas regke, ama pistebeis sto theo, ama pistebeis
ston eafto sou, ama exeis kanei sex, ama to
einai klitwrida, ama mporeis
na breis na tis grapseis tipota cds, ama mporeis na pas mazi ths diakopes,
ama ama ama ama ama ama ama . . . AMA-N poia. Twra pws katelipsa
na thn petswnw, oyte gw kserw. Genika eimai poli klistos tipos, opws
epishs ek geneths misanthrwpos kai antikoinwnikos kai thn eixa trelanei
sto klasimo kai sthn adiaforia. E kapws etsi kollise. Les kai eimai paixnidi
ki ets. Kante to malaka na milisei. xoxoxo . . . otinanai. Pali kala poy exei
perasei kairos apo tote kai ksekopsa, giati nai men kalo to gamisi, alla
protimw na exw mia "x" hremia/apostash apo tetoia atoma giati to na
anigesai den kanei kalo kathws kai ta "en oiko ou en dhmw" pws legetai
afth h malakia kai alla diafora. Elpizw ston epomeno ergasiako xwro na
mhn exoume kamia tetoia kai na exw teleiws tipikes sxeseis me tous
sinaderfous mou, giati oute na bgw mazi tous gia krasia me endiaferei,
oute na paw mazi tous sth Mikono h otidhpote allo. Dhladh, kapou les :
re gamwto, ti stompoutso, den exoun filous/gnwstous aftoi oi anthrwpoi ?
Ti sto diaolo theloun apo mena kai me "anakrinoun" ? Ntaksei kalo na
exeis gnwrimies, alla filous metrimenous kai eklektous kai an o allos
prizei epeidh barietai as arxisei to kentima. Oxi kapnisma giati blaptei
tous girw, oute kompoloi giati to "tsik-tsik" einai enoxlitiko kai aksizei
basanistikotatos THANATOS se osous paizoun kompologia kathws kai
se osous kanoun 'tsik-tsik" me to stoma tous, sinithws afou exoun
faei, h oute egw kserw pote. Anyway, kales oi anaftres, alla makria
apo mena sto mellon. Sth douleia paw na doulepsw kai oxi na malakistw,
oute na gkomenisw. Kai sthn periptwsh pou dialeksw na ta ksinw, protimw
na kathisw na skeftw, na zwgrafisw, h na bazw ta daxtila sta matia mou,
na igrenontai kai meta na ta moirizw, para na exw mia anaftra na me
mprizwnei/kablwnei/tsimpoukwnei/ksenerwnei h otidhpote allo. Kai sineto
tha htan to idio na kanan kai oi sinadelfoi mou kai anti na asxolounte me
thn kathe anaftra, na kanan kati pio epikodomitiko : kati sxetika adinato
omws mias kai -sxedon oloi- oi antres einai ek geneths mounodouloi kai
ligouria. Krimas. Stop the madness for great justice . . . but noone cares.